Working a four day week with ten hour shifts has it's advantages. A three day weekend as a reward. I am bolstered by the fact that tomorrow is my last day of day shift and as of 4 pm thursday I don't need to return until 4 pm monday afternoon. Looking for the advantages to adversity in the long hours of the day I realise that I seem to have a lot of time to think. Not really pondering anything, more like memories from the past zapping into my mind.
Things I haven't thought of in years seem to appear from nowhere for no particular reason. Some of these memories are very old and equally obscure. I can't really give any as an example as they are fleeting thoughts... more like dejavu, only with tangible substance as far as memories go. Some are pleasant memories and others are disturbing and painful recollections, some I had thought well and truly dealt with and forgotten. Anyway I find it interesting and wonder how much these "unlocked" memories are attributable to the medication for schizophrenia I take.
One more day of adversity awaits and I must now seek nutrition, some relaxation and regain my strength for another, hopefully less brutal day...
goodnight
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